Saturday, May 14, 2011

უშენობა...


miWirs uSenoba...ho, miWirs, ra iyo? gagikvirda? ratom? Sen ar gindoda rom ase yofiliyo? ar vici, ar var darwmunebuli. ubralod menatrebi. ar damcino ra, vici rom sul raRac erTi saaTis win gnaxe magram mainc menatrebi. ar minda, magram mainc. mere ra? arc araferi. ubralod menatrebi... rom icode rogor minda es sityvebi piradad giTxra, magram ar gamomdis. rom gxedav, Cemi meore ,,me” sadRac ikargeba da arafridan Cndeba niRabi. rogor ver vitan am niRabs, TiTqos verafers ver grZnobs, yvelas samagieros uxdis. magram veravin ver xedavs, rom am niRbis qveS meore ,,me” sisxlis cremlebiT tiris. vici Cemi bralia, magram momiwia ase. adre yvelas vurigebdi siyvaruls...yvelas...visac sWirdeboda an ar Wirdeboda, magram ra miviRe? depresia, uzomo tkivili da SiSi, SiSi yvelafris mimarT. xo, Cemi bralia, ar vamarTleb Cems Tavs. vici yvelafriT aRfrTovaneba Rrma grZnobebSi mezrdeba xolme, magram ra vqna...aseTi var. ramdens vlaparakob ara? J arauSavs. mxolod 10 wuTs wagarTmev... risTvis? araferi, ubralod TvalebSi miyure, Tumca ara, iq imdeni tkivilia rom ar memetebi ar tkivilisTvis. maSin Tavi damade mxarze da mousmine rasac vukrav...ar ginda? ici ra lamazad vukravdi adre? pianino TiTqos imeorebda Cems grZnobebs, naTels, lamazs. axla ki....aRar gamomdis... :( amaod vcdilob Zveli teqnikis dabrunebas, TiTqos xelebi ar memorCileba, Tumca sakiTxavia xelebi Tu guli? Sen rogor fiqrob? isev mogabezre Tavi....kargi, modi mogiyvebi siyvarulze J vfiqrob, imaze, Tu ra aris es grZnoba da ici ras mivxvdi? grZnoba ki araa, raRac ufro metia. es ,,raRac” ar mTavrdeba. Cemidan SenSi gadmodis, Senidan sxvaSi da ase Semdeg. usasrulod grZeldeba. kidev ici ras mivxvdi? adamians ufali bevr rames aniWebs, magram roca siyvaruli modis, am yvelafers isrutavs Tavis arsSi, Tu ormxrivia, gaormagebulad gibrundeba. Tu calmxrivi ki.....modi aRar getyvi ras Svreba. isedac xedav rogori var, dacarielebuli, ablabudasaviT gafiTrebuli da tkiviliani. imasac mivxvdi, rom sisulele iyo, roca RmerTs vexvewebodi SenTvis didi siyvaruli moeca, Tundac sxvasTan. sisulele iyo....didi sisulele...CemTvis mainc meloca, rom daviwyebis unari moeca. axla esec aRar SemiZlia. arauSavs, mainc madlobeli var, am oTx welSi tkivili xom iyo da iyo...magram xandaxan bednieric viyavi, roca gaRimebuls gxedavdi, roca SemeZlo SenTan vyofiliyavi Tundac erTi wamiT. albaT ggonia gagiJdao ara? masec iyo. im wamebSi SemeZlo mekivla rom mTeli Cemi arsebiT miyvardi, mTeli Cemi guliT da Sens garda fiqri aravize ar SemeZlo. axla esec aRaraa, roca SenTan var guli TiTqos grZnobebs akavebs, da vzivar ase, gamofituli. xandaxan minda samagiero gadagixado, magram ise ususurad vakeTeb rom Cems Tavs vangrev. amitom esec aRar minda. ubralod SenTan var. giyureb da Cems Tavs kiTxvas vusvam ,,ratom? ratom miyvars?” niRbiani ,,me” dums, meore, uniRbo da daufaravi ki mTeli filtvebiT kivis ,,imitom, rom mis gareSe ver icocxleb, imitom, rom masSi ipove yvelaferi, rac ki odesme ginatria, imitom, rom misi naklic ki giyvars, imitom...rom sxvanairad ver SeZleb cxovrebas” xedav? amdeni pasuxi aqvs, me ki verc vewinaaRmdegebi da samagierod isev niRabs viafreb. vici susti var, ar unda gaviqce, magram vera da ver gadavlaxe es SiSi. Zalagamoclili musikis ukan vimalebi da gamxmari sulidan ukanasknel or wveT sisxls klaviSebze vawurav. ui, mapatie, dagasevdiane, vici ar giyvars Cemi sevdiani Canaxatebi, mapatie, es sevda Seni gacnobisTanave Casaxlda CemSi da bolo xmaze kivis : m i y v a r x a r ! ! !

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